The Darkness II

It never goes away.

I get up, go to work and come home and the darkness is there, waiting for me to return.

I get up, go to work and come home and the darkness is there, waiting for me to return.

I get up, go to work and come home and the darkness is there, waiting for me to return.

It never goes away.

I get up … the darkness is there.

I go to work … and the darkness is waiting for me outside.

I come home … and the darkness follows me, beats me home every time. Waiting for me again.

Always waiting for me. It never goes away.

I lie in bed and it consumes me. Sleep is the only escape. Deaths sweet embrace that isn’t actually death.

I wake up and the darkness is there. Oily, thick, cloyingly greasy. The shower is an escape. But it’s only temporary. The darkness isn’t there when I get out, but I don’t want to get out. There is something raw and unspoken about just standing there, under the hot water.

Found myself listening to a reaction video of a Christian pastor and a friend reacting to Disturbed’s cover of “The Sound of Silence” and one of the comments makes a lot of sense

“Simon and Garfunkel’s version feels like a surrender to the darkness, whereas the Disturbed version feels like a call to arms to fight the darkness.” (Paraphrased for grammar).

This makes a lot of sense, it really does.

wilwheaton:

“It turns out the 2018 midterm elections were pretty much a rout. Counting all the votes makes all the difference in the world. In the House, as of this writing, the Democratic gains are up to 30 with about five more races still to be called — in which Democrats are leading. A gain of 35 seats would be the largest House pickup for Democrats since the first post-Watergate midterm election in 1974. The Democrats picked up seven governorships, with Stacey Abrams, as of now, still fighting to make it to a runoff in Georgia, and Andrew Gillum trailing by 0.4 percentage points, enough to trigger a recount in Florida. In the Senate, Democrats may not quite have pulled off an inside straight, but they had two aces — in Nevada and Arizona. With 26 seats to defend, many in red states, it now looks as if their losses will be small. Democrats won in Nevada and are now poised to pick up a seat in Arizona.”

Three days later: Hey, Republicans really did get clobbered

Early on Election night, idiot relic James Carville told progressives that there was no Blue Wave. This set a narrative that idiot right wing dickheads were happy to run with, because it demoralizes progressives and our allies.

When this is all done, it looks like the “not a blue wave” will result in Democrats controlling the House after winning around THIRTY seats, and Republicans will continue to control the Senate after picking up a single seat.

It’s clear and undeniable that America is fed up with Trump and people like him, and it’s clear and undeniable that Americans are overwhelmingly good and decent people who reject Fascism and Authoritarianism.

Don’t let Trump and his lying allies trick you into thinking that America is the country they want it to be, because it’s very clear that it isn’t. To be sure, there are pockets of regressive, racist, revanchist trash in our country, but they are outnumbered by those of us who reject everything they stand for.

It’s heartbreaking to lose close races, but we must remember that the forces of evil have rigged the game against the forces of good, and they are still either losing or barely winning. 

Have faith in your fellow humans. We’re going to prevail, together.

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Signs of Covert Narcissistic Abuse | psych2go x Lesly 

THIS IS LITERALLY MY EX SPOT ON ITS UNREAL

literally two of my ex friends what the fuck

This shit is so crazy and surreal.

Most of my life (quite literally since I was young) i’ve been abused by so called ‘best friends’ and I always realized how toxic they were after years.

I can’t tell you the pain I went through in those years, i just can’t find the right words.

Believe it or not it shapes you as a person and looking back to those times still fucks with my mentality. I don’t think I’ll ever get over it.

Abusive friends are overlooked and not seen often and it’s painful.

To everyone reading this, I highly advise you to watch this video. If you are in such a relationship or friendship get out of it.