{"id":989,"date":"2014-01-19T16:27:40","date_gmt":"2014-01-19T16:27:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/?p=989"},"modified":"2026-06-24T05:48:14","modified_gmt":"2026-06-24T05:48:14","slug":"i-grew-up-not-knowing-who-i-was-i-grew-up-not","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/?p=989","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-989 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/?attachment_id=990'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/tumblr_mzkroaIzxl1topbgao1_500-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n<p>I grew up not knowing who I was,<br \/>I grew up not knowing who I wanted to be,<br \/>I grew up not knowing who I wanted to believe in.<\/p>\n<p>Now I grow older every day, knowing who I am<br \/>Now I grow older every day, knowing who I want to be,<br \/>Now I grow older every day, knowing who I want to believe in.<\/p>\n<p>When I die, I will know who I wasn\u2019t, who I was, and who I am.<br \/>When I die, I will know who I wanted to be and who I wasn\u2019t, but never who I should have been,<br \/>When I did, I will know who I never believed in, who I did believe in and who I could believe in.<\/p>\n<p>When I die, I will have known.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I grew up not knowing who I was,I grew up not knowing who I wanted to be,I grew up not knowing who I wanted to believe in. Now I grow older every day, knowing who I amNow I grow older every day, knowing who I want to be,Now I grow older every day, knowing who [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"gallery","meta":{"wprm-recipe-roundup-name":"","wprm-recipe-roundup-description":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[302,301,299],"class_list":["post-989","post","type-post","status-publish","format-gallery","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-forgotwhoiam","tag-forgotwhoiwas","tag-wordporn","post_format-post-format-gallery"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/989","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=989"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/989\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":991,"href":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/989\/revisions\/991"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=989"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=989"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=989"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}