It never goes away.<\/p>\n
I get up, go to work and come home and the darkness is there, waiting for me to return. <\/p>\n
I get up, go to work and come home and the darkness is there, waiting for me to return. <\/p>\n
I get up, go to work and come home and the darkness is there, waiting for me to return. <\/p>\n
It never goes away.<\/p>\n
I get up … the darkness is there. <\/p>\n
I go to work … and the darkness is waiting for me outside. <\/p>\n
I come home … and the darkness follows me, beats me home every time. Waiting for me again. <\/p>\n
Always waiting for me. It never goes away. <\/p>\n
I lie in bed and it consumes me. Sleep is the only escape. Deaths sweet embrace that isn\u2019t actually death. <\/p>\n
I wake up and the darkness is there. Oily, thick, cloyingly greasy. The shower is an escape. But it\u2019s only temporary. The darkness isn\u2019t there when I get out, but I don\u2019t want to get out. There is something raw and unspoken about just standing there, under the hot water. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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