{"id":254,"date":"2015-06-27T00:15:29","date_gmt":"2015-06-27T00:15:29","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/?p=254"},"modified":"2026-06-24T05:46:09","modified_gmt":"2026-06-24T05:46:09","slug":"the-void","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/?p=254","title":{"rendered":"The void"},"content":{"rendered":"<blockquote><p>Every day, I wake up and I feel this pain in my chest, it\u2019s not a physical pain, but the weight of an emptiness that I acutely feel every day. And it wears on me. The pain of caring too much, and I can\u2019t help but wonder, who else actually, really and truly cares about my feelings? Actually cares enough to make a difference? And don\u2019t insult my intelligence by patronizing me either, I\u2019m tired of\u2026<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/blog.xaerolimit.net\/the-void\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">View On WordPress<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Every day, I wake up and I feel this pain in my chest, it\u2019s not a physical pain, but the weight of an emptiness that I acutely feel every day. And it wears on me. The pain of caring too much, and I can\u2019t help but wonder, who else actually, really and truly cares about [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wprm-recipe-roundup-name":"","wprm-recipe-roundup-description":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-254","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/254","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=254"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/254\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2304,"href":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/254\/revisions\/2304"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=254"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=254"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=254"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}