{"id":105,"date":"2018-02-25T23:28:04","date_gmt":"2018-02-25T23:28:04","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/?p=105"},"modified":"2026-06-24T05:45:34","modified_gmt":"2026-06-24T05:45:34","slug":"i-am-pretty-sure-i-know-what-it-feels-like-to-be","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/?p=105","title":{"rendered":"I am pretty sure I know what it feels like to be heart heavy."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I feel like I made a fool of myself today by remaining on the middle ground<br \/>\n with me ex. and extending an olive branch. I honestly didn&rsquo;t think it would hurt this much, not after<br \/>\n this long. I didn\u2019t ask for much, just to talk. The cold shoulder and then pretending like nothing was said was an unexpected punch in the gut.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I feel like I made a fool of myself today by remaining on the middle ground with me ex. and extending an olive branch. I honestly didn&rsquo;t think it would hurt this much, not after this long. I didn\u2019t ask for much, just to talk. The cold shoulder and then pretending like nothing was said [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wprm-recipe-roundup-name":"","wprm-recipe-roundup-description":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[7,8],"class_list":["post-105","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-broken","tag-depressed"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/105","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=105"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/105\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2267,"href":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/105\/revisions\/2267"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=105"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=105"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.grunk.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=105"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}